I looked at myself in the mirror a little while ago and I must say I look like hell. Well not always, just at the moment, I look tired, kinda worn out, stressed. Today has been rough, lot's of crazy angry people on the phone. You can't blame them though they are losing jobs, businesses, lines of credit are being cut left and right, so I try like hell to empathize becuz I truly know what they are up against. Yep I have my job, well today, but who knows if I will have it tomorrow. Tomorrow I may very well go in to work and not have a job. I did all the positive affirmations, read my cards, talked to my psychic and everything is supposed to be alright. So we will see. I need to stop second guessing my gut instinct, besides, deep down I know this is a time of change, I know that whatever happens is meant to happen, the possible loss of a job is not my fault. I mean everything truly does happen for a reason. So I need to get some sleep and just deal with what ever comes. I always end up on top though. Anyway I have no control over this one all I can do is let it all unfold. It's not like I have ever had trouble finding a job. I've worked for some awesome companies so we will see.
My grandaughter Chloe is 3 and has a bad cold but she also has asthma now, she went to the emergency room last night with her mom and Flip. So she is home with a nebulizer and breathing treatments, so now she takes medicine just like me. The medicine makes her really hyper though and they gave her predinisone too so that will make her really crazy. Poor baby. She sleeps in my room at night so we may have a long night, hopefully things will be ok for her though.
Time to go pray, and meditate and get some guidance and peace of mind and get rid off all the stress from the day. I know everything will turn out fine. Lets just hope being good at my job will count.
Tomorrow I will let you know what happened. Wish me luck...
Huggers!!!
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