Pork and Beans and what not.

It's been a few days since I updated this blog. I have a really bad cold, but I am resting and using my herbal remedies to feel better. I put the Weezer Pork and Beans video on here because lately it seems that a few people really want to try my patience. But I am as always anchoring, centering and trying to remain calm. I could act like Medea (if you've ever seen Medea's Family Reunion, it's hysterical. I tease Nancy and tell her she is Medea, actually she's calmed down allot)but that's not me unless someone hurts someone in my family or a close friend.

So anyway, Erin my youngest came home and told me she was going to have people over to party and I wasn't in the mood for a bunch of people coming over so she gets mad and tells me that because I got laid off I don't have any say so. WTF! So I told her that it was still my house and I was still bringing in money and paying bills and she needs to have some respect. If she doesn't like it she can always move. Then Pork and Beans by Weezer came on and I just started singing with the song and she got the point. But really, I can do what ever I want and at my age I don't have to prove anything to anyone. Then there is the usual bullshit with Sparky, the man doesn't know how to talk, he has to yell, and he doesn't have a hearing problem, so I as always if I don't react to his bullshit he stops being such a pain in the ass. lol! Though I can be serious I tend to laugh at the difficult times. If you laugh you can't be depressed or upset for long. Who wants to be depressed and be a victim of other peoples negativity, don't feed into it, transform the negative energy into positive energy. Don't become a victim of someone elses negative issues.
Speaking of my girls, Nancy and Erin do a perfect imitaion of Jay and Silent Bob and the Fuck song, and they always do it when we are somewhere and people are giving us the Oh My God look! We tend to attract attention where ever we go no matter what we are doing.If people are looking you can be sure my girls will give them something to look at.

I am thinking of a career change. I've been approached by several people who want me to teach Reiki, well, I need attunement, but that is a good idea. I need a job until I do that. I also need to finish my novels and work on getting them published.

Tyler, Shannons ex and Sparky's son who works at AMEX too is getting laid off today. I am glad it's over with for me. It was time to move on. No sense in hanging on to something that hasn't been a good thing for a long time. At least I don't have to worry like everyone else that is still there about being laid off. I knew it was coming. I still would also like join the Animal Rescue Team, and work with the Arizona paranormal society as a paranormal investigator, that would be cool since spirits come and talk to me all the time anyway.

Anyways, other than people trying to push my buttons, and my cold, it is a pretty good day. I am about to indulge in a nice herbal bath and some meditation, then to my room with a hot cup of herbal tea, where I will cuddle up with my big fluffy blanket and work on my novels, and some spiritual stuff. It's supposed to rain today so that will be nice.

Well, gotta go rest for a bit.

Hugs,
Maria