RIP Wade

My daughter Erins friend was found dead with a gunshot wound to the head yesterday. A few days after the 1 year anniversary of his fiances death. He was a nice kid, he'd been to the house but oh so sad and troubled. Erin says she talked him out of at least 9 suicide attempts. Now he's finally done it. But I keep getting this vision of him in my head he is on his knees in the desert and he looks up and holds his finger up to his lips and says shhh. There's trying to come through but it is puzzling me. It keeps getting stronger too. I will figure it out and find out what he is trying to tell me and if he needs help I will try to help him move on. This gift is not an easy one. The air is so thick with sadness like a thick damp heavy fog and he is trying to reach through it. Last time I saw him he was stranded at our house needing a ride home and of course we let him stay the night.

He will be missed that is for sure. We love you and will you Wade but it will be alright. I will figure out your message and help you transition if you need help.
Big hugs. RIP Wade