Of Angels and Goddesses

There is a man in my life who is allowing his fears of abandonment and pain to keep him bound to the past and with this pain he seeks no relief because he fears that he will be abandoned if he opens his heart to another. He has spent a lifetime searching for the other half that completes him, for the woman he thought did not exist in this lifetime. Then when he finally found her he was bound so tightly to his past that he feared that she would leave him if he opened his heart to her. And in his fear he alienates the one woman who can truly release him from his pain and allow him to become what he must be. This man spends hours creating beautiful music with divine inspiration. But he hides behind his work to afraid to speak to her and to open his heart and in his devotion to his work he tries to put her off for a time because he is too bound to his past to move forward allowing himself the freedom he could enjoy. He doesn't yet realize that she is the only one he has been looking for and that if he doesn't awaken soon and learn to trust she will once again slip through his fingers and he will not have another chance to free her from this abyss and bring her home where she belongs. The will of God brought them together but it is up to him to open his eyes. He must trust her fully and in trusting her he will free them both. What he decides is most important to the fate of the universe as well. because he does not yet have access to his full power of spirit only through the release of his bondage can he do what he has been sent to do. He will have to stop hiding and become what he is to become because the war is at his doorstep. Change will occur whether he is ready or not but he must be ready.

So as he reads these words he will have to choose. Will he allow the woman he has been searching for for aeons slip away or will he take a chance and allow his bonds to the past to be cut and fully evolve into what he must become. She is not allowed to assist him until he is ready to breaks those bonds. The choice is his, time lays in the balance while he learns to open his heart once more. She herself sees her role as a friend and will not move until he chooses to speak to her. At this time she tries hard not to speak to him because she feels she is walking on egg shells where he is concerned. But he must take note that she will not remain where she does not feel wanted for long. If he waits to long she will try to continue on her path until they meet once more though at this point that path is now at the crossroads of time.

Anyway I hope he chooses well a lifetime aeons and aeons apart can be lost forever freewill is the key. He is the key...