What about Love everyone asks?

I prayed a few weeks ago for God to make me into what he needed me to be and to give me the things I need like safety, a little financial help becuz the spider bite put me behindpay wise, meaningful relationships etc. And like always he began right away to send assistance. I try to just ask him to do things his way becuz he knows how things need to be for my life and situation. I got clarity on alot of things, slayed some demons, safety came in the from of a reality cool,nice group of friends Erins boyfriend Alex knew, one of them is Shannons new boyfriend Flip as well as a black kitten that followed the girls home from the store. Cats do offer protection but that is another subject entirely. Financial help in the way of Nancy maybe moving back. I just needed a little boost, I make good money as it is. So lots of interesting things are happening.

The big question everyone including my psychic seems to have for me is "What about love?" My answer is always, "what about it?" Yep I avoid it like the plague. Not that I don't want love. Of course I do, who doesn't, but should I even think about it until the right person actually shows up? Why look, because the right person, if there is one for me will show up one day. Until then thinking about it only tends to make one lonely. So what's the point? Ok so I am not getting any younger, but I still look young enough and age isn't the issue really. It's not that I haven't known love. Anyone who knows me knows that I always had one hell of a time getting men to leave me alone. I've loved and been loved, had great loves and dissappointments but the deal for me is that I don't need to have a man on my arm all the time. I am a confident woman and I know what I want from a relationship. I want a relationship where the man and I will be best of friends, and lovers with total trust, someone you could walk through hell and back with and never question loyalty. Someone to face good and bad times with, a relationship where we strengthen and support each other in troubled times. He has to be a spiritual person (religious and spiritual are 2 different things not to be confused.)Someone who isn't afraid to let down their walls and be truly loved, and bare their soul without fear. He has to be passionate and truly enjoy making love, totally uninhibited and see making love as something powerful and beautiful. Oh and he has to love home made vegetarian lasagne with ricotta, parmesan, romano, asiago, and mozzarella cheeses, fired roasted peppers, mushrooms, peppers, eggplant, and onions, and spinach and a red sauce that is to die for. lol! One of my specialties! So does this man exist? Maybe, and when the time comes he will arrive in my life and we will both know that we are meant to be. If it never happens, well, I will have lived a rich and happy life regardless. But according to my psychic who has yet to be proven wrong. He is to come into my life soon. So if he is out there and I seriously doubt he will be reading this because this is a secret journal. I hope he arrives soon.

Ok so now I am craving home made veggie lasagne. I guess I will have to make some!