I will be 49 tomorrow

Well, today has been a good day. A busy one, sent out job apps online, helped out friends, did a good job of tuning out Spark's screeching, luckily he spent a good part of the day when i needed silence most, napping. Thank God!

I spent allot of time giving advice to friends and family, several readings, my intuition was on key, and that was so important, it always is, but this was a good day when things were coming through very clearly.

The puppy has been so cute, getting bigger, but still tiny. She jumped in the food bag when I was getting ready to feed her, and it was fun trying to pull her out. She acts like she's been starved for ever, but you can tell by her fat little belly she never misses a meal, she doesn't miss the other dogs meals either.

I finally got an email from unemployment letting me know they are still working on my case, and that the questionaires I sent weren't legible, I wrote the answers in black ink by hand very neatly, and mailed them, you can't get more legible than that.
Oh well, I asked them to send me another questionaire. The email they sent was wierd, I was like was it the questionaires not being legible or was it my case not being reviewd yet? Hellooo which is it! Oh well, they will send me a check for eveything I am owed, once it is done, and that will help unless they take too long.

Hope fully I will have a job by then. This is just such a pain in the ass, I need to know I will have money coming in, and when.

Shannon is considering going out with Josh (Tonka). So maybe that will be a good thing. I had to put the picture up, I couldn't resist! lol! I think they look cute together.

As far as I am concerned, reminders of my ex keep popping up,so maybe his is the one and I am too damn stubborn to see it. Ok deep down I am getting yes's but who wants to admit that they were to dumb or too young to see it 26 years ago. If I would have had the wisdom behind me then that i do now I wouldn't have fucked it all up. But shit happens, I guess i need to make sure I don't let him slip by this time.
In the whole 26 years we have been apart reminders have not popped up. then all of a sudden... Bing! Bing! Bing! he's all over the place. WTF! lol! Love can be crazy!


Shannons final court date for custody, visitation, and child support is tomorrow, so we will be there, Her ex probably won't be but she's keeping it as fair as possible. I think it will work out well.

Tomorrow I turn 49. Can you believe it, almost 50! Oh well, that's cool, I wouldn't have it any other way, of course once i am employed it will be even better.

Gotta go make ravioli's and garlic bread for dinner.
Big Hugs,
Maria