What next?

Today has been a pretty good day. I am trying to figure out what I want to do next. My kids are grown and I can pretty much do what ever I want but I need something quick, bills need to be paid regardless! There are some things I will also be doing, like hopefully helping promote my friend Jaani's band Iconcrash. I would actually like to get in to music promotion full time. And though I've never done it I would be good at it. There is also freelance writing. I was also thinking about becoming a personal assistant, as many things as I've had to do for people at various jobs including Amex, I would be pretty damn good at it. Oh well who knows, all I know is it is about time I start doing something I actually like.

I am posting links to some of the stories I wrote a while back. Some are sort of Western, but then I live in the West. I don't want to lose these links. I also write more goth type stuff and some spiritual stuff. On here I am more casual but when I need to wrote an article or a story I get down to the real business of writing. On this link there are actually 3 stories.

http://www.fictionpress.com/s/1555961/1/Old_Time_Jim

I need to get some serious writing going and get my novels finished. I also have allot of people wanting me to start talking about spiritual stuff. Not religious, spiritual, there is a big difference. I really have been shying away from spiritual discussions on blogs and stuff, especially with hard core Christians, because there is no getting through to them, they want to say what they believe is gospel truth and don't care what anyone else thinks, everything is a sin and they have the villagers with the torches mentality ready to burn you at the stake, it's just retarded. But people of all types have been writing me, and confiding me in person and lately there are allot of requests for me to comment on their blogs etc. So maybe it's time, people are actually starting to open their ears and eyes, and are willing to ask questions and seek actually truth and not be controlled anymore. Oh well, I have consulted my cards, and spirit guides and God so we will see what happens. Jeez! I just am really not wanting to debate religion, it gets rather nauseating. Besides I just want to unwind, let loose, be myself and have some fun doing something I love. Fuck this shit! I am too old not to do what I enjoy. I am glad I got laid off, this is a great opportunity to break into something new.
This trailer is to a movie called the Good Girl. It's a good movie, the girls and I get allot of laughs from it because it reminds us of people in Georgia where we lived for awhile, the girl doing the makeup reminds us of Nancy's future sis in law Kassandra, and in the middle of the trailer there is a part where a guy is asking Justine to go to bible study and I swear that is the same type of person I was just talking about in this blog, the religious judgemental type, he also reminds me of people in Georgia. But this is a great example, and a great movie.


Hugs,
Maria